Hey hey.haha.whats up.haha.finally free today to do abit of blogging. I've been buried under some very challenging projects lately. Got 2 assignment from Business Presentation&Negotiation Skills, 1 from Technopreneuship, 1 from Plant Horticultural Practices and 1 from design studio. 7 question from BSDP.AH!!!!and they're due on Feb-march.so pack sia.but i have confident to 'A's most of the subject.gotta be second top student this years.haha.kidding kidding. You guys shop for new year clothes yet?i did but just left with a pair of haivannas that I'll either get tml or sat depending on whether i am meeting Superman not.haha.if not then I'll get it tml after class.haha.New year coming, birthday coming but this year is like, i guess i can said i feel empty, like this giant void lo. besides school and friends other then holidays i have nothing to look forward to.haha.but you know maybe i am getting old.haha
I rmb last year when i was one of the top 3 in the design school, my best friends congratulate me and they are happy for me, cuz they knew i never achieve these things in my old school days but i rmb these words this specific friend told me, what kind of school is yours?so easy can get top ah?at that point i laugh it off but it hurts lo. Rather then congratulate me, she send my feeling to rock bottom. I told the others that she is just jealous. Maybe she didn't mean it but it hurt. just because i am a joker and everything but that doesn't mean i don't have feeling lo. I could rmb if she congrats me but if my brain can rmb, i think not or maybe she did but i only rmb the negative one.haha.
i admit that i suck at my drawing and shading stuff cuz i was not a art student compare to you but i work very hard to achieve a position in top 3. there are alot of students to compete for you know. Just because its not nafa or laselle doesn't mean it not a good school. Good quality works doesn't necessary mean it has to be expensive. So what if i don learn technical drawing, i got more experience in more area like business, how to negotiate, bout different screws and nails, learn about plant because by the way, i am also a half landscape architect which is the big thing now since the whole go green thing, learn about pipe, escalator, etc, which is a key thing if we are building the interior for our client and we not only design houses,oso shopping centres and stuff. Good drawing so, that doesn't mean you know the little details in the house? do you know how to clear a pipe if its stuck, if you don't know then all you know is to only draw beautiful shells for people, interior look nices,yes but piping and stuff leh?kana sai.water leaking you oso dunno.haha. not that i am better then you, it just we are different talent. you have your specialties, i've got my. I don't criticise your work so that gives you no right to criticise my work.
New years coming and the weather is really cold, Everybodys sick, carol's ah ma, carol, my mum, dad, even me leh.everybody take care ah.haha
it's 4:02 AM now
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
First Qn:
Just read somebody's blog just now. I'm sure you know who somebody is right. Do we have remorse?of course we don't.we did nothing wrong. Do you feel remorse?no right?if you're not remorse or feel the slightest guilt about the way you treat us then neither do we. Let me list a few example, putting a black face sometimes, filled with negativity that drag us down, always scolding, always angry, call you kana scold, never call you kana scold also, lets see what else??...hmmm.oh you can said about other pple's stuff on your blog and we can't said anything about you cause you get angry and scold us, i mean wtf right. The list goes on and on and on. Don't say these ain't true, cause this is clearly done through our observation. You can lie to otheres but not us or yourself
Second Qn:
Of course its a happy foursome la plus another 3 additions into the group lo. You said it okay without you ma, you are the one who sent the 2 words 'FUCK YOU' to XXXXXXXXl and XXXXXXXXXXn so do we still have to thicken our skin and beg you to return?! I think we have more pride then that. When you decide to dump that 2 words at us, the decision is final, you don't want to hang out with us anymore. To put it harshly, of course we're having fun, no more emotionally burdens. no more tolerating. I can said that we are free. The fact that we contact each other is that there's no scolding no nothing. comfortable to talk to.able to take joke to the point of personal attack and we still have fun. so ya we hang out and we still contact, nothing to hide and no guilt, no remorse. i guess you feel the same, sure you will think you're right and we're wrong but it takes two to tango. If we're wrong so are you.
Last Qn:
We don't bother about how others felt?! i think if we don't, we wouldn't be tolerating you for 7 years, it will be like a year or two then sayonara. We are like the nicest people around le. If you don't bother about how we feel as well then neither do we lo. As they said you sow what you reap, they way you treat us is currently being reflected on you.
So i don't understand why since 'FUCK YOU' was a sign that you had it with us, you don't want to be with us anymore so why bother if we hanged out together?! You got NXXXXXXXXXX what, she is so much better then us so why still talking about us, its your blog we can't said anything in case you get pissed again. If you don't want to hang out with us anymore then you shouldn't be bother liao ma. Move on man.
ah finally all out, so nice~ and i didn't mention any names here so you've nothing on me. =)
it's 4:11 AM now
