i just read a blog just now.although its a past post,i read it anyway.OK.partly i think it our fault that it cause her to be so inferior about her status.it could also be our fault that we didn't call her out when the rest of us is always meeting.but this has nothing to do with school status,we don't just shut someone out of our lives just because they are in a different school and definitely not because of ITE.so wats the big deal if you are in ITE,its not about type of school you're in,its how you embrace it.pple who stare at you in ITE uniform as though as they seen a ghost,its because media protray ITE as a school with no future.but it doesn't matter what they think anyway.I always had this saying which sometimes help me get through difficult times."it doesn't matter what people thinks of you,what matters is what you think about yourself"i always emphasize this quote because i understand how it feel to have pple talking softly behind you and you not knowing what are they saying or pple giving you the strange stare or giggle at you when you think nothing is wrong with you.I UNDERSTAND!thats why i told myself that it doesn't matter what other pple think though,how you see yourself in the mirror every morning determine how other sees you.If you see that you are from ITE,no future.thats how others are going to see.if you show up confidently,embrace the inner you.you'll find that what other people said is their business,as long as the conscience is clear.its good.I know it still hurts at first believe me,i know how it feels but it doesn't mean it would not get better.
The fact that we don't call you out is not because of the status.probably it the psychological distance.Do you know that even two siblings would become totally strangers when they don't talk to each other for years.I guess thats what happen between you and us.and maybe we didn't try hard enough to break the barrier or maybe its just excuses.it takes time to regain that kind of relationship.and i hope time will heal all your wounds.i guess carol didn't mention bout her blog is because her blog previously was utterly ugly so she didn't tell you but i think she is partly to blame because she forgot that friends don't mind ugly blog.i guess a little part of her forgot about that.

and guess what i resign from GAP already.haha.fast eh.i know.haha.anyway don't feel like working there anymore.time shift sucks except the fact that i knew some friends there.other then that the rest sucks.the mangement keeps coming down like they have nothing better to do lo.hey hello,don't you guys have paperwork or something like that meh.and they expect us to keep folding clothes,what do they think we are invincible folding machine?!oh and greet customers as well,that part i understand but how to greet every single fucking customer that walk in when they keep messing up your counter and then you have to pack and then greet but cannot pack must serve but if never pack later they said your counter messy.how to do this kind of job sia.they always said find the balance,my ass lo.you find for me la.try folding,greeting&serving all 3 at the same time.see if you still will said find balance not.fuck shit.think so easy ah.you be sales associate and i be manager one day la.lets see how you find your inner libra.pui!somemore no life one lo.everyday work work work.although got 2 off day but it still sucks

Lastly,ladies who read this blog,pls answer to the following question:Why do you ladies like to freaking held up folded clothes and see see here and see see there and then put down again when you are not buying them AT ALL!!!

i don't understand the JOY of holding up clothes and looking at them.its not like they will become yours if you look at it for 15secs.nor will it fit you if you keep looking at you.if you like them try them buy them.if you don't like,don't bother picking it up to look.it always get on my last nerve watching them do that
i hope the "THING" i'm waiting for will have good news :)

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